January 2012
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December 2011
61 posts
hey my name is lauren.
i spent all day in my PJs
and haven’t been out of the house.
and i loved everything about this day!!
:)
I’ve been knitting awesome things all day!
including a headband. and a robot hat for my friend matt!!
everything decided to happen today.
now i just want to curl up in a hole and knit forever.
moral of the story: your entire life should not revolve around who is dating whom and who you want to date etc. just GET THE FUCK OVER IT…
met with two different sets of girl friends from high school
and it was fun to see everyone and catch up. but always after the initial pleasantries it was “ohmygawd did you know soandso...
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the verdict is in.
just as i had expected. a no.
but he was incredibly nice and sweet about it. like seriously.
no hard feelings.
i think we will continue to be really good friends. (i hope so! he is an amazing guy)
so yayy. friend zoned once again. :(
o well. i said my peace. i can be happy and have no regrets over the whole situation.
everything will work out how its suppose to.
right?
im suppose to go to lunch with 2 of my friends. i should be there in 20 min.
i have yet to shower.
lols
its a 15 min drive.
lols.
oh tumblr. making my day just disappear!
yep i may be lame for saying this. but i freaking love survivor.
its a reality tv show. but seriously. i can live on an island for 39 days. and just have to be smarter than people. and i can get a chance to win A MILLION DOLLARS.
come on. whats so bad about that??
but looks like they have started to cast for the show to get more variety… so chances may not be that good for me to get...
still haven’t gotten an official answer back from my long letter to LC.
but just got this great little gem. talking to him on FB chat::
“you’re a good friend :)”
shit. think thats my answer right there…
not that i really expected differently. but guess i had to try….
I'm ready for an adventure
you know how if you stop exercising for a while you start to feel like crap which makes you want to exercise less? yep I feel that way.
starting off tomorrow:
-no drinking besides water (and alcohol on special occasions)
- walking the dam (3~ miles)
- frenchies 2-3x a day
- pull ups (30) and sit ups (300)
- hangboard workout
hopefully that until the 6th will allow me to build up some...
currently been on the phone with the bank for OVER...
and talked to now 14 people.
getting transferred to number 15 now.
this is FUCKING insane.
i am going to withdraw all my money and only use cash
this is fucking ridiculous.
seriously.
in one of those moods.
bah. going to read game of thrones.
disappear into a story.
what i do every time i want to run away.
can’t wait until next year when i get to run away for real.
a fresh start is what i need.
though it’ll suck and ill miss everyone so much. …
its time though.
the leaving will only make next semester that much sweeter.
okay I’m out.
need to spend time around...
“I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?”
– Ernest Hemingway (via musingsinfemininity)
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i just want to not be alone this year.
pizzaforpresident:
wvnderbar:
why aren’t there any fanfics for the holy bible? </3
the bible is a fanfic
Merry Christmas!!
I love my family!
and I love my school friends who have become a second family!!
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fell asleep thinking you were lying here next to me last night.
i havent forgotten you.
i want you back…
dumb boys.
"film dslr."
shakes head.
FINALS: OVER
newtwinsizedbed:
done.
going to take a break.
eat food.
proof read.
study italian.
sleep.
mischief always wins the war: In an ideal world →
blindtillnow:
Finals week would not exist. I would not be given a week to judge all the knowledge I learned throughout the semester. Learning would instead encourage my curiosity. Things that I learn in class should leave me wondering about life and should give me some clarity as to what I…
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fuck yeah. 6 pages written.
but oh shit I’m only half way through. and there is a max of 10 pages.
this’ll be interesting.
i always write too much.
also this paper is depressing.
about basically how much it sucks to be a woman in Hezbollah [militant organization in Lebanon]
makes me thankful for my life.
soo freaking close to being done
24 hours.
then: ALL OF THE KNITTING!